And the wolf will dwell with the lamb,
And the leopard will lie down with the young goat,
And the calf and the young lion and the fattened steer will be together;
And a little boy will lead them.
Also the cow and the bear will graze,
Their young will lie down together,
And the lion will eat straw like the ox.
The nursing child will play by the hole of the cobra,
And the weaned child will put his hand on the viper’s den.
They will not hurt or destroy in all My holy mountain,
For the earth will be full of the knowledge of the Lord
As the waters cover the sea.
Unfortunately that is not the reality we live in now. The world is cursed because of Adam's disobedience. The logic of that I honestly don't understand, but that's the explanation The Bible provides. My pastor talked about the Old Testament sacrifices and how the altar was a bloodbath day and night. He said it was supposed to give people a hint; SIN IS REALLY BAD! And we're all guilty of something, even those few of us who have clung to righteousness for dear life from the very moment that the light of God's special revelation began to awaken the soul onward, we all have something in our past that is worthy of condemnation. Maybe not the utmost condemnation, I don't presume to know how God deals with people who haven't been consciously delivered the knowledge of the requirements of God (Romans 5:14 [specifically the reference in the center of the verse]) but we all deserve condemnation. THE GOOD NEWS is ultimately that God offers a way out. The unfortunate reality is that so many people are going to refuse and find all kinds of excuses for doing so. They'll cite the supposed scientific inaccuracy of The Bible, they'll cite the lack of perfection of Christians as supposedly proof that The Bible isn't trustworthy, they'll cite the myriad of disagreements that Christians have over various subpoints that scripture speaks of, and most of all, they'll cite the fact that so many Christians just aren't much to speak of, despite the statement that Jesus made to Nicodemus -- you must be born again!. I touched on that in my most recent post (btw)...
Ultimately, if you really don't want to do something, you'll find a reason not to do it. You might even find 8 or 9 different reasons. But if you don't want to do it, that's really the reason. And I can understand that; self denial is a hard difficult road and at this juncture in my life, I'm having difficulty imaging that my long standing sin patterns will NEVER EVER EVER rear their ugly head again and defile this clay jar that God The Father has sealed with The Holy Spirit until the day of redemption. Honestly, that's not what kept me back for so long. I spent many years just not wanting to believe in Yahweh because believing that God, as described in The Bible, IS real, would mean believing that Hell is real and that everything God says about Hell is true. And I just could not find peace with that. Ultimately, I realized I was being pretty darn stupid, and I simply acknowledged that maybe there was just something I wasn't getting. My mom was asking me shortly after I gave up fighting Him how I feel about God commanding the annihilation of the amorites. I told her at the time - It doesn't matter how I feel about it. I'm going to have to find a way to make peace with it.
So, ultimately, I can say with pretty darn near certainty, just from what I know within me to be the truth, that I myself don't see sin the way that I should. How I feel about sin cannot compare to the agony that Jesus faced on the cross. The life that most Christians live in the US, even the most zealously faithful ones, the "persecution", the rejection, the scoffing, the various trials and testings, they don't compare with what Jesus faced. But even if they did, it is only temporary. It may be what seems like a "long time", BUT -- it is only temporary. Honestly, I'm glad Jesus loved us enough to die for our sins, but I would be unable to live with myself if His death was ongoing and permanent. I'm glad God didn't leave him to hang that way. Realistically, that's just not feasible. God staying dead, if that's even possible, would be unnecessary and, quite simply, NOT on His agenda, nor part of His obligation toward us. Some people insist God has no obligation toward us. In a manner of speaking that is true. We certainly haven't earned anything FROM God, other than His wrath. BUT -- God, being rich in love and abounding in mercy, is personally invested in us. He's even invested in the animals of the earth (Matthew 10:29). IF God wanted to be callous and flippant, we certainly would not be able to hang anything over His head, but that's not the God we worship.