I'm finally in fight mode. I can only pray that God will keep me in it. My pastor / counselor has been trying to get it through my thick skull that I need to cut it out!!! We discussed that it's due time for me to get with it and determine what my "right hand" is and cut it off accordingly. I don't want to have to give up music and movies. So I'm trying as hard as I can to be GOOD (relatively speaking..."less vile" I guess) I concidentally have been spending money like crazy. I don't even know why except boredom. If that were a solution you'd think it'd be accomplished. Yeesh. I need to figure out what I want to do and just do it!!! I don't need to buy music or movies. I have a TON of stuff to watch just on Hulu. And then I have a bunch of DVDs I haven't watched. I keep thinking that I need to support the music & film industry by buying stuff from it but I've DONE that!!!!! At least twice over. I don't even like the new music that comes out. I mean, sometimes good stuff comes out but usually I'm AT LEAST a year late figuring out what new band is any good. Most of the time I'm more like 5++ years late. So obviously the music industry does not depend on me. I should still support it IF/WHEN I find something new that I do truly like, but I don't need to buy some movie I watched 10 years ago to show my appreciation for it or whatever. This whole cycle is just crazy. I need to get down to business. Time to start chipping away at this mountain of credit card debt I've accumulated with this insanity.
You have heard that it was said, ‘YOU SHALL LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOR and hate your enemy.’ But I say to you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, so that you may be sons of your Father who is in heaven; for He causes His sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous
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