conflict

I've been really conflicted about my intentions lately.  I always want to buy stuff, but I don't know what to buy.  I really like music, but most CDs are just not that great, and the ones I do really really do like are either out of print or they're so obscure they're on backorder.

pandora radio / pandora premium is insanely inexpensive.  I remember the days when I would have to alternate between FM radio and CDs because even after spending $30 on CDs, I would still get bored.  Even if that $30 was for 6 or 7 used CDs, I'd be bored with them before the month was over.
Now, I still get "bored", but I think that's up for debate.  There's times when I simply don't need to be listening to music or whatever, but I really can't think of anything else TO do.  That's just a byproduct of having way too much time on my hands, I think.
I was thinking what I would do if I got another credit card.  I honestly can't think of a single thing I would do with that money except maybe buy a new TV.  And I would simply not want to do that because everyone I know would be giving me so much shit over it.  So nevermind that.  Maybe some Ghostbusters collectibles, but, really?  Do I want them so bad that I would go into a year's worth of debt for that??  Doesn't quite balance out, as far as I can discern.
Overall, it'd be nice to have more money, but I need to just accept the fact that there's just no predictable way to make that happen.  I can't explain why work is not a viable option.  I try to and it just comes across like "Well, you're just a spoiled brat."  And maybe I am.  Maybe that's all it comes down to.  I don't know.  I'd prefer not to mess with crap and try to find out if I actually can make do in the work force.