Tuesday, September 10, 2019

Young ignorance's collector's box

The REM cd here is actually ok imo.  It's not wholesome per se but it's not downright dirtu either.  Some of the fondest days of my adolescent and early adult years consisted of these CDs.  I usually listen to newer stuff or occasionally think of a classic that i haven't listened to in a good long while or that I'd previously not given much attention to.  These CDs here if / when i buy them probably won't make a lot of sense in the context of the rest of my CD collection.  They would however fit nicely in a box somewhere within reach that i can open and look at.  The front and rear graphics of the CD ROCKS, as simple as it is, is damn iconic.  
Three of these in fact i remember buying at the music store within the mall at Salinas CA.  The Offspring SMASH Kiss YOU WANTED THE BEST YOU GOT THE BEST and Aerosmith ROCKS.  I used a humongous check my biological father gave me one year for my birthday to buy those.  I had already wrapped myself up in a crazy pattern of selling CDs so i could more and then buying them again.  Rg.  I've gotten better but still got some work2do.  Having God ij my life helps somewhat.  A real big help has been the apparent staying awhile streaming music platforms and the decreased cost of music CDs.  The Bible is a rich book with truly lasting value but I probably prefer to be wound up or at least i feel more inclined to be.  Maybe prefer is an inaccurate word...idk. 

Monday, September 2, 2019

Mind over matter

Here's to a new day in a new month of a relatively new year (even 2017 wasn't really that long ago, ey?)

After reading some scripture yesterday, I feel a little hope that I can focus my energies away from things that hinder my relationship with God & combat temptations as they arise.  I'm going to have to see how that goes.  A mild temptation did arise a moment ago, but it was easy enough to say "no" to. 
  The struggle I'm feeling at this moment here now is: do I mow the lawn or not?  I'm not really physically tired.  My brain is telling me otherwise tho.  It really wants to command my body to sleep but my body is like "screw you!  You can't tell us what to do!"  Idk...my sister said she's also kinda foggy headed this morning (yes, I realize it's afternoon now, but the conversation with my sister was two hours ago roughly HA!)  Anyway...I don't think the lawn needs mowing.  It seems like it should need mowing, considering how long it's gone w/o, and it probably should be mowed, just to make future mowings less messy and time consuming...
idk.  I still have the rest of the day to get that done.

Hmmm...(sigh)

Sunday, September 1, 2019

It's not me, I prrromise

It says Kung fu kingdom.
Not kung fuking dom
Just in case anyone was wondering.