Thursday, August 31, 2017

Miley was a punk rocker

Some / many people sure love to hate on these pop icons, emphasizing a lack of originality and citing examples of how simplistic the music is and how it's infested with chemicals rather than being made by hand etccccc
A sentiment I really don't get.  Miley Cyrus, Katy Perry, Justin Bieber, etc., I'm personally not fans of any of those folk.  Their music is not consistently appealing to me and I'm not charmed by the personas into mentally enlarging them into elevated social status.  I don't know how much talent any of them have.  I heard Katy Perry sing on some TV special, I think it was a song by The Beatles, and it was good.  She seems to have a good singing voice, and I liked her album TEENAGE DREAM.  I don't know how much of that album she wrote.  I don't know if there's some other song(s) that have the exact same arrangement of musical notes as "Hummingbird Heartbeat" or "Last Friday Night (T.G.I.F.)".
People seem to think art needs to be original in order to be art.  How many paintings does Picasso himself paint these days?  If someone buys a REPLICA of a Picasso painting, obviously they'd be duped if they paid millions of dollars for it, but is the appeal of Pablo Picasso's ART diminished because somebody else's paint brush expertly imitated it/them?
  This guy that was raving about The Smiths in the comments section of an Amazon.com customer review of THE SMITHS (1984) was lamenting how R.E.M. became less original as time went on, relying on more conventional songwriting methods or something...He says he swore off Phil Collins because he and his Genesis bandmates circa 1987/88 starred in a beer commercial...another peeve that makes no sense to me on any level, although it does seem a bit insensitive to put a song about drug addiction as the soundtrack to a commercial for a beverage that stands out mainly for its ability to transform your mental state for better and worse and also be addictive.  But I'm sure there's a counter argument you can make for that.  I don't know which one Genesis feat. Phil Collins was using in self defense of their own reflection, but one that I can think of off the top of my head is the same one that I used as my logic for not outlawing neo-Nazi & KKK marches in a blogpost from a couple days ago, which is that people are free to think for themselves.  If you like Genesis because of a beer commercial, that's fine, but if you drink beer because you like Genesis and Genesis endorses beer, then you need to do a better job at decision making.  And really, beer is not the problem.  The problem is irresponsibility.  Beer is as much to blame for car crashes and bar fights as smartphones are.  Should smartphones be outlawed?
And this other guy that posts all over Amazon.com's community forums keeps hammering into people's heads that Genesis has more to offer than ABACAB and INVISIBLE TOUCH.  He keeps saying "pop is not an original idea!"  I tried telling him prog rock is also not an original idea.  He tried to counter that by referring to an album that came out in 1969 and saying that since Genesis as a band got their first foot moving toward somewhere in 1970/71 that prog rock was too original.  Key word: WAS.  By 1990/91, what would his excuse be for not doing the same constant nagging about Genesis had they not got tired with the whole prog rock thing and veered toward a more rhythm oriented approach?  Of course, he had no answer.  He responded to some minor side note(s) that I brought up and totally ignored the glaring point that was staring him dead in the eye.
(sigh)

My mom said I'm too negative, that I'm p.o.'d 90% of the time.  she's probably right.  I'm not joyful per se when I'm not pissed off.  I'm like Victor Frankenstein, tinkering with my mind to formulate something new and exciting.......something that much like the flesh that covers the bones of any mammal will wither away to nothing and will ultimately be forgotten about.
Case in point ----------- ^-^^^  Ug.

Wednesday, August 30, 2017

IT'S GO TIME MAN!

I finally ordered a book shelf with my freakin' Overstock.com store credit card.  It was $72apprx and I utilized a 10% off coupon which made the cost more like $65.  I'm a Club O Gold member ($20/year), so the s/h was free.  It may have been free anyway since a lot of their merchandise if not all of it is free to ship if you get $45+ worth of it.  Anyway, it was $65-ish, no tax, s/h included....no added tariffs or santa clauses.  Just $65(ish)
I don't know how that compares to what WalMart.com has to offer.  I spent hours upon hours a ways ago looking at TV stands at WalMart.com and if I remember correctly, the best option @ the lowest price was something for $40.  So I can't imagine $65/$70 is too much more than I hypothetically could have paid somewhere else.  The only catch I see is that I need to put it together when it gets here, which may mean I'll have to hold off on putting anything in or on it..........don't know when I'll be able to put it together.  Of course -- it's not even here yet, which makes that fact kinda duh, except I hadn't explicitly said I didn't order overnight s/h and that it was successful..............
Anyway..............
I now owe Overstock $700-ish.  (eer).  My sis ain't gonna be happy to hear this.

I wouldn't care that much except I got so many books on my media shelf that sis & her husband gave me that I can't hold more than 1 or 2.  The bottom shelf is the only option for books, it's not sturdy enough to support a book collection, hence the dubbing "media shelf".

I think I'll forgo Rhapsody this coming month.  I have a buttload of CDs, many of which I bought over these past few weeks.  Was listening to Enya's A DAY WITHOUT RAIN.  Some of the lyrics are kinda stupid.  There's this one song called "Pilgrim".  According to the lyricist, finding "who you are" is a long journey.  My eyes can't roll far back enough to explain how utterly stupid that song is.  It's crap like that where "new age" becomes a synonym for pegeanism rather than merely a genre of music.  Until the 1960's or thereabouts, midlife crises were not expected from anybody in the United States.  Why?  Because this nation rested on God Almighty who provides security and comfort.  People knew where we as humans came from, we understood the nature of our history, and we understood how it pertains to our destination and we were looking forward to it.  Then these activists started making a big fuss about the presence of God in this nation and since then people have been tinkering with the weight of the pros and cons of allowing students to pray in school.  My history teacher pointed out that Christians would be offended if a Muslim stood up and started praying or if a Buddhist bowed down and started chanting.  I agreed with his argument then, but that's because I was raised in an anti-Christian household and had no real knowledge of what Christianity was except some set of beliefs, i.e.: "just another religion".  But I now realize that is A) a weak and cowardly argument and B) incorrect and C) dangerous.  It's C) in the sense that offensive speech should not be outlawed.  We as a people spent almost two decades fighting censorship of literature and movies.  Now people want the government to censor direct quotes from actual people?  And B) -- bigotry does not go hand in hand with Christianity.  Bigotry goes hand in hand with narrow mindedness and having a religion does not automatically make a person narrow minded.  Yes, most high schoolers and young folk who are branded Christian are "that way" because they were raised to be that way.  Since when is that a bad thing?  People seem to think that because The U.S. Constitution includes a section about freedom of religion that all religions are equally valid.  No religious text that I'm aware of inspired that tidbit from the Constitution and the anti-Christian interpretation that people have of it has nothing to do with the text at hand or the inspiration of that text.  The Constitution does not say you're not allowed to debate the merits of one religion over another.  It's basically just dictating that if someone disagrees with the idea that God is who we as a people circa 1776 say he is, then the government is not going to imprison him or deprive him of his rights as a citizen, which would be freedom of speech.  If a non Christian starts talking, we are not required to stop talking so he can be heard.  As a Christian society, we should have never sat back and allowed such people to walk about freely without trying to persuade them of their error(s).  The U.S. Constituion isn't about SOCIETY.  It's about GOVERNMENT.  Christians have just as much right to speak as non Christians.  Republicans have just as much right to speak as Democrats and smart people have just as much right to speak as stupid people.  If someone says something wrong, the government --- nor anyone else --- should be free to beat up or shoot someone for saying something wrong.  You win an argument by talking it through.  If a civil and well paced discussion is not on your menu, then you need to sharpen your sense of civilization.
What's done is done tho.  There's no turning back.  God forsaw this and warned us of it in the Book of Revelation.  On the upside, Heaven will face a stunning renovation that makes the old one as breathtaking as it already is pale in comparison.  It's just sad that so many of God's creation want no part of it.

Tuesday, August 29, 2017

Gee...To think I didn't know any better;)

Just spent the past couple hours circling around this book I wanted to read, planning my budget about it.  Then it kind of occurred to me that I might want to read just a smidgen of it before plopping down a large fraction of my small wad of cash that I'll have to spend in a few days...and lo and behold, the author had used three words that I had to look up online to follow along with what he was talking about and one of them apparantly has a different definition outside of the United States...I'm assuming the author is British, although I certainly could be wrong.  idk.
I did find another book that looks to be more enjoyable, although again I don't know if I'll read enough of it to make it worth having bought ever.
A)  THE LONELY by Andrew Michael Hurley
B)  I'M THINKING OF ENDING THINGS by Iain Reid.

The latter (B)) features a quotation from Scott Heim, whose writing I've never cared much for personally.  I bought WE DISAPPEAR several years ago in softcover from Barnes&Noble, but I just couldn't get into it.  I liked Gregg Araki's adaption of his book MYSTERIOUS SKIN -- it was a very melancholic tale if you're the sort such as I who can appreciate that sort of thing.  It was aptly photographed and acted.  The subject matter is very disturbing, so most people haven't seen it........

Slept a few+ more hours this afternoon, from about 11 to 3:30.

Got me mum a turtle shaped lamp.  She was happy with it.  She was too tired to try and figure out which room she wanted to light up with it.  As I've jotted down in various postings here, she babysits my nephew from 8am to 6pm.  Now that she lives in the same building as my sis et al, she can come up and hang out with her daughter before she gets whisked away to work, which ends at 5:30 + some time in traffic (25-45 mins).
The lamp came UPS Ground.  I was asleep when my mom got it and opened it.  It was addressed to me.  I emailed my mom telling her she could open it w/o worrying about whatever mail tampering laws if any might apply.  No, I would call the cops on my mom over that.  However, I don't believe obeying the law only applies when potential prosecution looms.

Don't know if I was going to say anything else...fyi, my previous post from earlier today was not meant to refer to any consumption of alchohol I've enjoyed or gagged over.  I was referring to this line in a SEEDS FAMILY WORSHIP album ---- info @ Seedsfamilyworship.com ---- "wake up from your drunken stuper", which of course is not a mere reference to alcohol, just like Jesus warning that whoever is found sleeping will be in serious trouble is not a reference to actual sleep.  I think ---- obviously I could be off base to a lesser or larger degree, idk ...... --- both passages/verses are saying the same thing, talking about living life passively, not sewing seeds, not seeking to bloom personally or refrain from sinning et al.  I'm not even going to get into all that oNoWhatifMaybe b.s. again.  As Esther herself said, if I perish, I perish.  I don't understand myself......(sigh)

xx4now

a boozy Tues morn

was up 'til 2 A.M. ish.  Part of it I'm sure was the caffeine intake.  I drank a lot more soda than usual throughout the day, something like 32 ozs.  To boot, I also had a couple cups of coffee around 11 P.M.  (Take that coffee!  In corner 1 --- 200mgs of caffeine.  In corner 1 --- a pillow's worth of SLEEPY!  SLEEP WINS!!! [ROOOAR])
Anyway, here I am...just mosying at the computer.  I should be reading The Bible or having had read The Bible.  I've already been up for 1 hr 45 mins..have no idea what I've done to kill that much time.  I ate breakfast, fed my cat.........let the dogs out to go potty....been sitting here at the computer since...ugh. Not sure when I turned it on.  9 A.M.?  It was a tad before 8 when I woke up.

Seriously need to take a shower.  I can't believe they let me in church this past Sunday, two days ago.  Was really motivated to around midnight last night.  My mom had done laundry earlier that day and put just about all of it in her room, the exception being a collection of towels.....now that she's awake and not occupying that room, I could go in and get the clothes.....no longer feelin' it.  Ug.

A movie that my sister somehow has actually heard of is maybe coming in the mail today from DVD.Netflix.com   .  I wanted to be able to see that movie STREET TRASH (1986), but nobody offers it for rent digitally and there's no video stores in the Metro Atlanta area, very few if any anyway....at least not video *RENTAL* stores....sure you can go to CD Warehouse or 2nd & Charles or, ya know, Barnes & Noble, FY.E. or Books A Million and *BUY* movies...but if you like a movie enough to buy it, you can save a shipton of time and money by buying online.  Even if CD Warehouse does in fact have what you're looking for, driving to Duluth or Marietta is a waste of time unless you just HAVE TO WATCH IT RIGHT THEN A.S.A.P. [ALL HANDS ON DECK, THIS IS URGENT!]

Anyay, the movie was on *my* Que.  My sister hasn't got around to setting herself one up.  I'm glad more than just me is/will be using this service.  If it were me, I would've just signed up for the $4.99 plan or maybe the $7.99 plan, but my sister opted for the $13.99 plan, two out at a time as much as the mail service & Netflix will process fast enough to let you have.  Generally they try not to let you rent more than 8 movies a month, so if you return every movie you get the next day or the same day, NetFlix will impose measures to reduce the qty of movies you get from the theoretically possible 15-20 to 12 or so....I don't finish movies that quickly.  I got STREET TRASH in the mail like 5 days ago and I just started watching it a couple days ago...no, yesterday early A.M.  Only saw about 20 minutes of it.  There looks to be a lot of different story elements working together and their relationship, as well as their nature, has not become clear as of yet.

Hmm....P.M.'d one of my Legacy Marietta peeps on Facebook yesterday.  He said something about a wheelchair.  I haven't seen him in a while...he wasn't online at the time I P.M.'d him and I haven't been to FB yet today
As I said in an older blogpost, I'd missed church 3 weeks in a row b/c I rely on my Mom to transport me there, at least I used to.  I'll probably go with my sis if my mom gets too sick or tired to go since I'm now sorta living with her too now....and now it's been 3 Mondays w/o having attended the Legacy Marietta Men's Bible study where we both used to attend(he still does as far as I'm aware).
He didn't attend church the day me and Mom finally made it back that way [we decided to drive almost an hour to attend and while there my mom decided we'll come back and visit occasionally...how often that is, I don't know, since she's the one with the driver's license...]
He probably explained what he meant on one of his older Facebook posts.  I'm not on Facebook as often as I ought to be.  Is that a good thing?  How can I know?  I do know I get sick of these chain letters people post on there and these "share if you agree" or "type amen if you want world peace" or whatever...and there ARE A LOT of those...I feel like wringing people's necks sometimes over that crap.
[deep breath]
mmmmmmmmmm...listening to EUROPE '72 on Napster fka Rhapsody (they bought the Napster logo and name and are using it instead of their old name).  Well, I'm not really listening to it...my subconsicous is listening to it I guess...I'm listening to it NOW, but I'm on like track 5 I think...or 6...kind of a cross between high energy and easy listening...weird.  That's drugs for you, maybe(?)  Or maybe it's just b/c they don't use high voltage electric guitars and bass-drum machines...

Saturday, August 19, 2017

Too much caffeine? Uh...

I'm getting the sneaking suspicion that I'll be asleep during the most beautiful segment of the morning... I'll probably be getting to sleep right as the sun is coning out.  I won't be able to say since this room is always pitch black unless I have the door open or a light bulb in operation.
I probably won't sleep all day...I'll probably be awake around 11(+/-)
ugh.  Look at thee --this hypocrite!  I doth typeth ontith via my phonith.  It shan and hath be dotith.
I still can't wrap my head around how a guy that wrote PLAYS -- not novels or short stories--is considered literature.  And its not even in the same language as that which any human being in existence is fluent in, at least not for any practical purpose other than getting a good grade from some brainwashed institution member.

Dang...two? Two?? Whew, must've been...

Took a shower about an hour ago.  Second one this week.  Blogpost title is in reference to a bit by Chris Rock I heard on Yahoo's long abandoned Launch cast customized radio (the Pandora before Pandora).  Anyway...yep.  So that happened.  Floors accumulate dirt and dust quickly.  This being a rather expensive house, I've been sweeping a lot more.  The toilet in the Acworth trailer last I knew was irreversibly stained.  Even though the trailer park was generally regarded as a sheethole, I still felt a little guilty about that; I've been cleaning the toilet here much more frequently.  Im still having difficulty brushing my teeth daily+.
Spent a crapton of money this week. Got another credit card.  A REAL one!  My sister recalculated the total monthly expenses for me and my mom and I'm now $100 less able to piss away.  So I repaid $75 of my REAL(!) credit card and promptly enough spent $40 of it.
I was just about to buy 12 ANGRY MEN Criterion Edition Blue ray.  The only Criterion edition video disc I own is my just recently re-acquired BEING THERE (1979).  Seems weird.  I decided against it even though I have $200+ available credit on my Overstock card...I need to wait a few months before spending anymore $.  I need to wait until at least November before making any semibig ($20+) purchases.  Maybe -- ideally not... - I'll buy a couple $5 items in Sept.  Of course, it wouldn't be unimaginable given the wind like ways of my mental flows that I'd be bold - gungho for goodness(!) - and then sink back to sea level....
Must keep on.  Stay tuned((!))


Friday, August 18, 2017

week 2 of my new life

The 5 of us (4 adults and a baby) are now living in one building, divided by two roofs.  Loganville, GA.  I live in a basement apartment with my mother and my sis & her husband live on the main floor while their son sleeps in the floor above them but spends most of the day on the main floor.  My mom is now able to babysit her grandson without driving for 2 hrs x 5 / week.  I wasn't able to say anything about any of this without facing the wrath of my tinesy cheapeas phone...I guess I could have blogged on my phone.  My broNlaw is, ya know, busy (he has a job....) and it took a little bit for him to be willing & able to investigate the computer situation.  It turns out all it needed was a new cord to connect from the monitor to the tower (the computer, ya know, the thing that computes...some people seem to think it needs another word, so it's also called a tower...rrr).
Was surprisingly easy living w/o the PC.  I guess I now have a taste of life after it.  (shiverrr/na, jk)

Missed church the two weeks preceeding the move, which took place August 5th.  August 6th was another Sunday.  Got back into The Lord's house the Sunday after.  It took 57 minutes apprx to drive to Legacy Marietta.  Was a fairly easy going drive.  It helped a little not taking the entire way via interstate.

I found out after dreading the entirety of it that I don't live "too" far away from a CD Warehouse.  My sister's old locale in Lawrenceville is less than 30 minutes away.  So if I have more than 3 or 4 things to take to CD Warehouse and we didn't JUST GO there a few or so days ago (or a week...), then I can pack 'em up and take 'em out.

Still slowly grabbing ahold of my spirituality in a rather resistent and slothful manner.  It's like I have one foot in fantasy land like "Oh, everything is fine" and another one going "Hey, this is serious man".  The EIF view is so much more powerful...errrrurrrrr........wwwaah...

Alrighty......guess that's alll...yeah, really, my life is THAT boring (hahaha!)