Monday, May 29, 2017

For some reason I make no claim to understand, this song reminds me of those THE REAL GHOSTBUSTERS happy meal (McDonald's) thingies from 1986 or 1987..they weren't really toys...one of them was a small hard-plastic bag, the rest were stationary stuff; an eraser in the shape of the no ghost emblem, a notepad in the shape of Mr. Stay Puft, with his head illustrated (since that area is so small, most young children's hands are not good enough with the pen to comfortably write anything on),  and then there was something it seems, can't think of what it was...
this song also kind of reminds me of those BAMBI figurines that came with Burger King kids meals back in the late '80's.  Man, so many cool things that came with your food back in the '80's...I remember those colorful translucent Snap Krackle and Pop thingies that were supposed to stick to certain kinds of surfaces, they never worked for that purpose, but they looked cool as all get out.  And then Cap'n Crunch had these t-rex spoons that I was so digging.  I seriously have never found one on e-Bay.  I did look, seriously looked.  Never saw one.  I did find a YouTube ad that very briefly mentioned it while doing a general web search for it, hoping someone somewhere was at least blogging about it (a-hem).


ignition...counting 1, 2, 2 and a half....2 and three courters....

Rummaging through all my junk.  Mostly given up on it, thinking maybe I'll be able to find someone to take it off my hands one of these days.....mainly listening to Pandora and Spotify and watching stuff on VUDU and Netflix.  Been alternating between those two things the past few days.  Finding it difficult to find time and inclination to pray & read God's Word.  I'm still on Luke (Gospel of), and am about to start to the book of Ruth.  Finished the book of Judges (again).  This is all stuff I've read before and am finding very little spiritual nutrition in these segments, despite this being a RE-reading.  I struggle with being gratitude-y -- is that grateful or greatfull or how the hell does one spell that?????  A faculty member of a school I went to made some remark about the way "The Grateful Dead" is spelled..."greatful" and "greatfull" are both coming up red - underlined.  What the FFFF!!!!
Anyway...AS I WAS saying...I just feel like my love for God is non existent or at least mis placed.  I don't know.  What's this about "love God with all your [x, x and x]"?  Heart?  Is that one of the x's?  Ok, then...if "the heart is deceitful above all things", then how do I know if I'm doing what is commanded in multiple passages in The Bible?  Fruk!  I try not to think too much about it.  It's enough to make me want to throw up.  At least at the moment since I think I've eaten too much this morning...or maybe I drank too many different liquids...I had water, coffee and hot chocolate...no, I did not have "too much to drink"...seriously, all you fucking PEOPLE!!!
Ugh.  that's that for now.

Saturday, May 27, 2017

10 out of 7......

Read 10 entries of my one year Bible this week.  5 of those were in one day (Sunday).  I read two yesterday and two the day before.  I'm now *a little less than* one month behind.  Well...I see progress.  Not a lot.  But hey...hey what?  You mean you don't know?!  O well...I'm too tired for this.
my mom is sick with a stomach bug passed from my brother in law who got it from my sister.  My mom seems to think she won't be up to going to church despite medicine that's supposed to help.  She thinks I'll probably be sick by tomorrow morning.  Kaopectate is not for people allergic to asprin.  I'm allergic to asprin.  Here goes nothing...maybe.  Here's hoping my immune system can withstand it.  My nephew is not sick -- yet (?).......I guess that's Gods' way of giving my sister His seal of approval... idk...
I was reading Judges.  Was so confused at first.  This guy cut up his wife into 12 pieces and mailed one of them to each of the 12 tribes of Israel.  It didn't say that she was dead before he cut her up until like 2 or 3 paragraphs later.  I was thinking "was this guy batstick crazy or what?!"  I was relieved when it stated she was dead at first.  I was seriously scratching my head on that one.  Granted, the way she died was brutal to say the least, but at least she wasn't dead & forgotten...as many are in this world...It is sickening that the tribe of Benjamin was willing to harbor the perpetrators, for reasons that weren't explained in the text itself...that kind of thing also happens in today's world as well, unfortunately...It doesn't make it any less sickening, it just makes it easier, for me at least, to file away in my head as a redundant file, and since my brain is not the most efficient computer, both files, the original and the redundant one, tend to get pushed into the back of the filing cabinet.  I'm using metaphors, btw, in case you were confused as to weather or not there was a file cabinet lodged into my head......no, there isn't;...

Wednesday, May 24, 2017

backsliding pt 50

Read 5 entries in my One Year Bible (NASB) on Sunday and one entry on Monday...nothing since.  It's 3pm...ugh...just not feeling compelled toward it...idk what's wrong with me; you'd think I"d just get it done, it's not something I'm against, I just don't feel like it...ugh....yeah, I'm a brat.  I know, I Know.....

GET OUT!

Never heard of this movie until I saw a boastful invite from FandangoNOW newsletter to own! this movie--declared it the best reviewed movie of the year.
The real good news is not that this movie is (hopefully) oh so good, but the audience apparently didn't ignore the critics.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Get_Out_(film)

Grossed $170+ million in North America + another $60 million overseas.
The production budget was so miniscule compared to how much money it brought it, they could've spent $90 million (a huge ad budget, which I don't think is what they spent on advertising this movie...), and it would've still been a smashing success, especially compared to all the other tanks coming out of tinsel town...

Saturday, May 13, 2017

Revenge of the living dead

Revenge of the living dead

You died why do this to me your only brother, we were together but You left me here all alone
I need to hear you say you're sorry, but more important I need to hear you scream, you need to pay for what you did to me
You're gonna pay for what you did to me
Im getting tired of beating you with these whips and chains you're face is starting to fall off your shoulder, I think its time that I went to bed and gave you a little rest
Make no mistake you need to pay for what you did to me.  You are my captive youre the bane of my existence You're not my brother anymore if you ever cared enough to keep that title you wouldn't have abandoned me
You're gonna pay for what you did to me

Monday, May 8, 2017

ENOUGH IS ENOUGH OF THIS GARBAGE!

Often when I post something the "share" options disappears before I can select anything from them...and then the rest of the screen stays grayed out so I can't select it manually without closing out and going back.  This time I tried to demonstrate my humility by spreading my humiliation to even more people by closing out and going back so I can manually select "share", and the same thing happened, like usual, before I could select from the given options.  I guess we'll see how far God will go to protect the general public from my stupidity once I click "Publish"..if you're reading this, it's too late (aaaaah!).
Weird, now the "Publish" button isn't working...lemme try again (internet's been wonky all over this morning.  I couldn't even log into Swagbucks earlier b/c of the stupid reCATHPA whatca thing it)

I now pronounciate myself as ignorant

I sent this email to almost everyone I know...I have removed all doubt :(


Benny hanah?

https://www.benihana.com

Found out about these guys from a giftcardgranny newsletter.  I might be onto something in that pronunciation (is that even the right word?!), but I could be completely off course...really hard to say...HARHAR...

Jonathan Cardwell <realghostbuster@gmail.com>

11:14 AM (16 minutes ago)


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