goodbye smiles

 goodbye smile
I hope we both make it to Heaven
I'm sorry I didn't make the cut
You may not remember me for much longer anyway
You'll grow up, and forget about me
I'll never a see any of it
I'm sorry for all the tears you cry
I'm sorry for the tears I feel
I feel a drowning.
The whole world hates me
You'll probably hate me secondhand
I don't deserve anything more.
I didn't realize it was unfathomable if I received it anyway
I'm glad to have known you, on some level
What you will become remains to be seen
goodbye
I hope we both meet again
in this life, or the next