been kinda relapsed the past monthish. Was starting to show progress and then it just kinda collapsed like a mudslide. idk. I think my counselor kinda nailed it, using an analogy from The Pilgrim's Progress (I haven't read it, but he's talked about it so much I feel like I almost sorta have)
"Little faith"
My assurance is indeed kinda diluted. I feel like I'm teetering on the brink of destruction. Like I'm dangling on a high wire. "and he will stand, for the Lord is able to make him stand." It doesn't make it any less scary. I do need to back off of this crap otherwise I'm going to prove myself deluded.
"To his own master he stands or falls; and he will stand, for the Lord is able to make him stand."
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