Going through Romans this week starting yesterday. It really is a confusing composition. Maybe more confusing to me because I'm so filthy. I did manage to go Monday and Tuesday without engaging in immorality but slipped a couple hours ago. I should be a lot more grievanced about the fact that I didn't keep it together on Sunday. Today is no less important by the calander. It's not important to me and it doesn't strike me as a day of particular consequence but who's to say what the ramifications are in my activities? Maybe someone saw me through the window or for all I know maybe I have a digital stalker... Maybe I'm being investigated for some suspicion of criminal activity and the detective was ill effected by my deeds. If he's, whoever, if anyone, saw my deeds, as a non believer, I might have given them added fuel to dismiss Christianity and if a believer I may have thrown about undue temptations. idk. Not terribly likely anyone witnessed what I was doing although God certainly did and I should be grieved to tears by this but I'm just so dull. :/
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